Talking about my Future? It’s scary…
Heh, at last exam is over. All the tense is gone. Looks like it’s a few more months to the final semester exam. After that, it’s the end of Form4. Wow, that is very fast!! Then next year is my year facing the SPM. Wowaaahh!! Why is everything so fast??
Looks like my all my webdesign stuff must be finished by this year. Next year, I would only concentrate on study. Yikes, this attitude is so unlike me 
I’m the lazy-lazy type, and now I’m talking something about studying? But, SPM is damn important, right? I must really score on my SPM. With this lazy attitude stuck on me, I can’t go far with my SPM result.
Yesterday, my history teacher came in to my class. That time, there’s no exam in our class, but there’s still exam for the Form3 people. She say our history paper is like shit, as in sucks. She kept on saying that our class is not stupid, but lazy. Yea, I agree, I’m lazy. Bla bla bla… she goes on and on and on about how lazy we are.
Then after a while, she talked to students sitting in front about the importance of A Levels (STPM or Matriks). Me, sitting at the back, in the end joined their conversation. She say that Form6 and Matrikulasi is good, for those who isn’t that rich. She compared Matriks and Form6, and she says that the Form6 standard is higher than Matriks, but Matriks, you get to study in a local U for quite some time. That’s the advantage, rather than Form6, where you just stuck in your “good old classroom”. Besides, now Matriks has now open a chance for people like me, the Chinese. But the bad thing about this STPM and Matriks is, both took about 2 years. Too long, in my opinion.
So now, I’m still not so sure, whether to get the STPM/Matriks or just stick with the O Level and apply directly to any College or U, taking their foundation course. Foundation course won’t take as long as the STPM or Matriks.
Man, when I start thinking about the future, it really scares me. But, life goes on. Life is not only at schools. In just a few years time, I might not be at home, not with my family. I might be out there, with strangers, struggling in College or U. Sigh…. future, it really scares me…
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August 6th, 2004 at 10:50 pm
=) time really flies. but enjoy your last years. it really rocks! take loads of pics.. i’m glad i did that.:) it is quite troublesome to think of the future. but spm…:) just study hard… u’ll get the results.
August 6th, 2004 at 11:27 pm
i think the best thing is to go straight to foundation. Though it may be quite expensive, it is the best option for u to further ur studies. If u were in matriks, not only is the non-bumi quota only 10%, the gov PICKS ur course. U have no choice. Form six leh, in the end work for kerajaan. Some A levels are also not accepted. So the best thing is to take foundation and specialise in the field u want! Dun lazy-lazy ehh!
August 7th, 2004 at 10:17 am
SPM is rather important, but thank god I finished that last year ^_^ Try to give focus on what’s important and what’s on the high priority list. You can web design anytime, if it’s a hobby; do it when you’re bored, but give concentration to your studies! Just study hard and you’ll do fine.